Immunity

Loveydoveys; Geishas, 2 Gayest but nicest make up artists, and er, american's next top model? HAHAHA. I cant believe its all over. ):

Greetings little Earthlings. Life has not been very kind to me, but heck. No one's gonna pity you. School's been hard to catch up, and I'm just lagginggggg behind. Chem tuition was suprisingly fun ytd, Goooo Mr Teo.

I think I'm seriously considering going overseas after Os. But I have no chings and a scholarship is just too far to reach. Hahaha. But dont be naive Mars, people arent different overseas. Look past superficialities, We're all human. I dont think I'm making sense. but whatever.

I need to do well for Midyrs. I need to. And dancenight is so near. I'm such a coward I want to back out. Whatever happened to reaching out for what you want. I think I've been through enough to tell me that I suck. So everyone stop reminding me, cause everyday I look at myself and I am reminded. I think thats enough. Wow Marie cant believe you allowed yourself to fall back into this pathetic state. Look what you landed yourself into.

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY. I IS HAPPY. I ARE HAPPY. I WILL BE HAPPY.

:D

Unwell

So I've decided to return.

Past few weeks have been bombarded. Well I'm just glad I've got a sports day off my chest, so I'm only left with Finals to handle. With the midyrs in just three weeks, I'm pretty sure I'll screw it up. I havent been doing enough to help myself meet expectations. In studies, dance wtv. Life is full of expectations, huh. It's pretty scary, when you feel yourself burning out. I wonder when will be the time I finally admit I'm not able to juggle these, and then maybe make a choice as to what I want to give up. I guess I wont ever admit, cause that just means having to give up. I am unwell, Or shld I say. Burned out. I've been so tired its been showing on my face. Not a pretty sight.

It's quite a joke, if you think hard enough. You allow youreself to set such high standards, but you never seem to attain them. Sometimes you wonder why you even think so highly of yourself. I think I've already learnt that trying is never enough, but then again what is right? Hah, this is getting too over the top. I shall stop.

I'm thinking everytime, that maybe you were always left at the back of my mind and you never left. Now youre resurfacing again. Disrupting everyday routine life, sometimes you make it full of colour, but you step back and make it monochromatic again. Hooohaaaa, when will this end?

I regret missing school today. Double Emath, Double Amath. I'm gonna take a century to catch up. ):

Because losing (weight) is winning,

Okay, I think I'm moving back to Lj.

Ah, fickle minded.

K, Goodbye. :D

私を、幾度も残した。

私寿司を作った何が推測! そしてそれらは大きかった。すぐに作るより多くの寿司!

Heee. I just wanted to irritate every who isnt able to read this. :D

Every girl loves her mags. (:

Outing with Justin Chee and Rachael Lye today. Those two keep annoying me. And they're so noisyyy! Hahahah. Esp in the train. So Rachael, how dyou feel about it? (HAHAHA)

It's almost one. I should sleep right? No energy for Nicholas Sparks tonight. :D

I'm backkkk,

GUESS WHO'S BACK.

Heee, looks like Marie's back. I think I'll reconsider ceasing connections with the world. :D ElleJay's a total confusing bitch. And my previous two rants on Lj looked so ugly on that ugly template. Xanga's wayyy easier, :D

Stop being so cruel to Britney. Join the save Britney campaign. Make the world, a better place.

Now, gimme more. :D

No one loves fat girls.